THIS is what i have been dealing with for the past few days. this photo was actually taken before what was coming up started to look like vomit. so yeah. i was RAGING. so angry that i have to use any energy whatsoever dealing with the fact that my slumlord apartment owners have put off fixing the plumbing for what i am guessing to be YEARS. according to people who have lived here longer than me, this has been going on for a long LONG time. the plumbing is EXPLODING. and these other neighbors just deal with it. they at some point said ‘this is happening and that’s just how it is’. what?! oh hell no. this is not how it is. I AM SO MAD. so last night at 4am i hear a gurgling sound coming from our bathroom. i get out of bed to find out what disgusting thing was now happening in our bathroom. i find puke colored watered filling our tub. but instead of being angry, i just felt fucking sad. sad that i have god know’s what in my tub and on 1 hour of sleep at 4am i have to deal with it. sad that my tub looks like a tub used to kill people in. sad that this tub could be in the movie snowtown. sad that someone could say ‘this tub belongs to a man who performs back alley abortions in russia and this is where he has the women “clean” themselves after the procedure’ and you would be like ‘yes. this is exactly that kind of tub.’ so that’s where i am at today.
- tingario posted this